I'm drowning so thoroughly in the banality of my existence that I can't even express the emptiness adequately.

Hidden in the Spaces In Between

And when I can’t sleep the demons begin to beat me down;
I become smaller and smaller with each passing day. 
Each thought is a starburst inside my brain; 
behind my eyes I go blind. 
This is a lost place, an in between place, a place of fury and fear, of confusion and relentless clamoring.