It's been a week

...and the creative thoughts are all dammed up in my head. They'll shake loose -eventually. It's been known to take awhile, though.

I'm feeling pretty distant from myself right now, and that makes the words seem all confused. I wish I had a cookie.

The other night, I drove to a gas station at 12:30 am to buy microwave popcorn. It was darned tasty, too. I was proud that I didn't buy a chocolate cake like product and eat it on the way home in the car. Small accomplishments, I suppose.

Feeling fractured and so completely uncomfortable with myself.

Grrrrrr.

Days like today I miss everyone I care about and I wish you could all just pile in and eat some popcorn with me.