It's been awhile since I've been this kind of crazy. It's a unique experience, this hormonally imbalanced, sleep deprived, stressed out kind of crazy. A special crazy, that comes with special things - like a newborn.
It's been three weeks. Exactly, to the day, that everything changed all over again. Mutated. Shifted. It feels like years, like hours. My sense of time is skewed, my brain is slow, my emotions are either on full or off. Once in awhile, it all seems good. Then some realization hits and I just want to sit there and cry.
Welcome to the hormone roller coaster, sleep deprived horror of my emotional existence. It will get better. In the meantime, I've started stuttering. Not a good sign.
None of this really means much of anything in the long run. Or maybe it does, but I won't really know for awhile. I can't tell how much of this will simply be fixed by time.
As an aside, Happy Birthday Mom. It's been a long time. We miss you.
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